i'm pretty down today. i nearly had alcohol poisoning this past weekend & then to top that off i got in a car accident sunday on my way home.
you ever just wake up feeling like a complete & total fuck-up? i'm at that point right now. feeling like i just can't get it right. nothing. like i'm not so good at living this life.
no, i'm not going to off myself, so don't worry about that one. it's a selfish action & i wouldn't do that to my family.
but that doesn't change the fact that i really want to curl up in a dark hole & have the world pass me by.
i'll do my best to get back to my chipper self soon. but being happy all the time is hard. & it makes it all the more apparent you're depressed when you really just want people to leave you alone & not notice any of that.